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(no subject) [Dec. 18th, 2005|11:53 pm]
How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

This is so true and yet so sad.
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(no subject) [Dec. 18th, 2005|11:50 pm]
Your 2005 Song Is

Mr. Brightside by The Killers

"It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss"

Let's just say you're happy to be done with 2005!
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(no subject) [Dec. 18th, 2005|11:42 pm]
Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom

What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart
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(no subject) [Dec. 11th, 2005|10:52 pm]
Take the quiz:
What Kind Of Converse Are You?

multi logo
You have a lot of friends. You enjoy a lot if different things like music, hanging out with friends, Going to parties, and basically having FUN. You are colorful, and aren't afraid to be yourself. You are a Multi Logo Converse.

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
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(no subject) [Dec. 7th, 2005|11:09 pm]
You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.
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My cracking point is coming soon, beware!!!!!!! [Dec. 1st, 2005|01:44 pm]
[mood |angryangry]

Ok , you have proved me right in my thinking that I can't trust anyone. This may be a game to some but you don't quite understand. I have been hurt and cut so many times that I don't even bleed anymore. Go ahead play your game but just to let you know, you will be playing alone.

I have once again spread myself to thin but this time I can't tell anyone about or why. I don't regret it but I shouldn't have done it.

I thought I was through with my problem but I guess not b/c everytime I take a step forward, it trips me. This seems to be a never ending nightmare. If I could deal with this problem the way I wanted, it would be so easy.

I have to manage a way to be in OP Dec.15, 16 and 17th without messing work up.

Finally, thank you Celena, I am not going to say anymore but thank you!
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(no subject) [Nov. 28th, 2005|11:51 pm]
[mood |relievedrelieved]

alright so I have finally chilled out. I am so happy that I have some kind of peace of mind. I know this because of my recation to his walking away. I am free and I can live peacfully and the best part is I didn't have to give anyone up. I decided to stay in Gainesville afterall. I am looking for a new apartment though. Melinda and I are going to room together. I checked out Santa Fe Point apartments today. They are nice and a really great deal. They come fully furnished and everything is included. There is a lot of extra stuff that is really not needed but it is nice. It is also right across the street from my school. I could walk to school. There are 4 BRs and 4 BAs, the living room and kitchen are shared.All of this is $439/ month. We can also choose our roomates. So far it's Melinda and me so if anyone comes to UF or Santa FE, you can room with us. I am really excited. I have to get a good job now.

I wanted to say a few things to the one guy whom I know doesn't read this. I am sorry if I push you away but bare with me. I have been hurt and cut very deeply. I have a trust issue and I am sorry it seems you have to pay for that. I am really trying. It's not that I am not interested, I just don't understand. The fact that you would be willing to drive a long away to see me for only an hour or so just blows my mind. That sounds like something I would do for someone else. I also don't know how to tell you that I am not coming back, youwere so excited. Then again I don't need to tell you.

I am learning to let go of things I thought I had and the way I thought things should be. I am accepting things for what they are and embracing them. I am thinking of majoring in nursing with a minor in sociology/ social work. I am tired but since I really didn't accomplish much today, I am going to try now.
Later people.
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(no subject) [Nov. 26th, 2005|01:51 am]
[mood |tiredtired]

I survived Black friday! I was falling asleep on the way back to Gainesville today which was kinda scary. I sang most of the way. I am so tired. Tomorrow or today I guess you could say, I have to leave after work to go back to OP. I get off at 2:00pm. I will probably leave around 2:30pm. I don't think we ( Ewa, Van and I) leaving until 7:30pm on Sunday night to go back to Gainesville. I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving! My mother really out did herself, she made everything look outstanding! The table was gorgeous and the food was awesome! It was nice seeing my sister. It was really hard leaving her today. I think it's funny how someone lives with you for almost a year and then your whole family starts asking about that person. My sister, " How's Chad, is he well? Well, tell him hi for me." I would if only I talked to him, he is difficult to catch. Anyway, I have to tell some people some really bad news soon and I am not sure how to do it. There are only two that I care about and I am afraid how they will take it. The rest, I don't care about because they will forget two seconds after I tell them. Oh well maybe I will figure it out. I finally got a paycheck that was enough to pay two bills instead of one. I am so in over my head right now. I wonder what I am going to do tomorrow. I know if I don't see Jenna, she will kill me! I am definitely seeing Jenna tomorrow. I have to run a few errands also. Tomorrow should be alright.
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(no subject) [Nov. 21st, 2005|02:21 pm]
[mood |jealousjealous]

I was just talking to Melinda, the President of HOSA and VP of Regional HOSA now. She was telling me about all the improvements and things that have been going on this year. I just realize when I leave evrything seems to get better. It is true, HOSA and the academy is soo much better. But it's not just high school. I leave OP and my friends get closer while I get further and further away. Is this jealousy? Am I just being foolish? Maybe this is just life! I am kinda feeling like I would like to stay in Gainesville b/c I really like it, I just can't afford it. Overdramatic, yeah that's me! I need a character change bad! I applied to Orange Park Medical Center yesterday. I am applying for medical jobs here. If, I find a good job, maybe I will stay. Robin, please don't worry if I stay I will look for another place. You are still moving in at the end of May, don't worry. You have my word and my word is good! I must do HW!
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(no subject) [Nov. 20th, 2005|01:25 am]
[mood |sadsad]

I don't think anyone could ever feel as rejected as I do right now! Life just gets better and better (yeah right)! Everything about yesterday (except early yesterday morning) and today sucked and seem to be hurtful in some way. It just seemed to worse after work. I thought tonight would be a fun night but I guess not, not for me anyway. I miss my roomate and if I didn't have work tomorrow, I would go home. So, I am here at my apartment on a Saturday night alone, what fun! I guess I shall do some homework or something.
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